So, I thought I was finally over with the subject of my ex… When suddenly one day (yesterday) I logged onto skype and got this “friend request” from her. All it said in the text box, was that I shouldn’t add her and what bad of a person I was and blablabla more bullshittery. I laughed. Seriously, how pitiful can you become, to have to add your ex girlfriend after nearly 6 months, just to insult her in blind rage? I’m laughing really hard right now. She said I was telling lies about her.
But I want to state something here:
I have NOT been lying about anything she did. Maybe it was subjective, because it was how I FELT when we were still together and all, but that does not bar me from telling that to others. I mean, SHE is the one who broke up and HURT ME. I don’t say I was perfect in my relationship, BUT she hurt me ALOT. And just the way she acts now, is one of the things I hated about her most. (Acting like, aaaah I’m so innocent, everyone else hates me and is so bad :((( I cannot discuss like an adult person blablabla I hate you you suck go die!) My gosh, it’s nothing but redicioulous!
Oh well, some people need that to feel good I guess? I don’t care. :) I’m over with that … bitch, sorry, but I’m still slightly annoyed with her “add”. And if she attempts to do something like that again, I’ll SERIOUSLY go to police and accuse her of stalking, because that’s what it is doing in my oppinion. I’m not the one who adds her, EVER. I decided to stay away from that kind of person FOREVER.
Well. Good bye tumblr. :) Sorry for not having posted in so long and all, but yeah…. thought this topic was finally over and done with. :P
I just hate how noone cares about me. :/ I could go missing or vanish and noone would really be interested, except my family, okay… But I need more than my family, I’m a socialicing person!! I need people to talk to or I am dieing on the inside… And that is what is currently happening to me slowly… Noone is there who even gives a shit about me! Noone even ever asks me to hang out with them… They just do things without even inviting me. :/ And if they talk to me they only question me about my sister, my sister only gets all of the love! I hate it!! I have nothing against people liking my sister, but I feel like everybody just loves her and I’m some piece of shit. I’m really depressed. There is noone I could call my ‘friend’. There are people at college I know, people on the internet I know… But none of them are my friends… They don’t treat me like a friend either… I wish there was someone to free me from this misery, I really do hate lving like this… I can’t keep telling myself forever: “Hmm I don’t need people I’ll just always do anything on my own and I don’t care if there is anyone who loves me or not!!” I just can’t do this anymore… Its killing me, litterally. I don’t have the motivation for anything anymore. Fuck life!!!
thinking about closing this blog, because she doesn’t deserve any of the things written on here… They are useless anyways. She’s forgotten me long ago…
I hate Valentine’s Day. :D Reblog if you do too.
What the hell…. She is trying to add me AGAIN, I think… Why, just why? And why just right before emo day? Is she trying to fuck me up again? -.- This time I’m not gonna let her!!!! I’ll just delete her if she starts talking about her fucking new gf (why the hell did I write ex there? xD) !!! Or what do you think I should do, Tumblr?
So true. :/ BUT you can forget them. I’m starting to forget. Keep your heads up, guys, there are better times to come!
